sunday morning rain is pouring.
no not really.
i just felt like putting that line. haha

these past few days have been a challenge. well, emotionally. it's been one hell of a ride. i've been up and mostly down but then i realized that it wasn't anyone's fault. it was mine. so now, i'm trying as best as i can to do what i know is right. finally.

i haven't been myself for three days. i miss my bestfriend. i've been losing time drowning in my own self-pity. i'm tired of it.

in our he101 class, our prof told us that usually people are mad not at someone who has done them wrong. they are mad at themselves because they don't have the courage to tell that someone that he has done wrong. so true.

i needed to lose all the baggage left. and finally i feel much lighter. not as light as usual but i'm getting there. today, i'm going to take that last step that will finally free me.