Monday, June 30, 2008

he 100 paper. about your family. :)

I watched as we all get together in this couch. Something we always do, but this night is more special than those other nights. We arranged ourselves and get ready for the shot to be taken. Beside me is my dad, a very loving father at the age of 50. He may have his midlife-crisis moments but we all love him. He is a businessman by profession but I know he’s a mechanic by heart. He loves learning technical stuffs since he used to work for a bus company when he was young. Up ‘til now, he is still involved with buses, but this time he supplies parts for them. To my left is my mom, who holds a very special part in my heart. When I was a kid and dad had to work abroad she was there to take care of us and guide us the best possible way she can. I was a sickly kid so I know she exerted extra effort on me than my other two siblings. Taking his much loved spot, mommy’s lap, is my baby brother. After my 13th year of breathing and surviving, my brother followed me into this world. He’s a very hyperactive little kid and everyone just loves him. He’s a breath of fresh air to our family.
Beside mom is my sister. Ate and I have our similarities and differences. I’m usually the antisocial and quiet one who stays at home and loves movie marathons. She’s a very friendly and bubbly person who always has plans on a Saturday night. It’s ironic how she became a teacher and I, the future clothing technologist. Last but not the least is my brother who is on the rightmost side of the photograph. He always teases me and tells me how much I idolize him. I always retaliate, but the truth is, I actually do. He’s a writer and he’s cool like that. We’ve been really close since we were kids.
This is exactly where I want to be, captured in time through a photograph with my loving family.

4:34 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2008

July plans

shoe project. yea. was inspired by deviantart. oh love
garage sale. money. needs it.
bake more!
busy myself with school stuff
make more friends
be more sociable

there you go :)

9:35 PM

Friday, June 27, 2008

I am Astrud Q. Malvar, 18 years old, a viewer of Wheel of Fortune. I am offended by the June 27 episode of Wheel of Fortune. When a contestant was given the chance to solve the puzzle, there was an obvious injustice when the show officials did not consider her answer just because the contestant mispronounced U as O. The word was NUMERO, and instead the contestant said NOMERO. This is a sort of regional discrimination. The fact that the letter U was already in the board when the contestant answered clearly showed that the contestant knew the word NUMERO and obviously had a problem with her pronunciation of the letters U and O. It is common knowledge that in the Visayan region, the mispronunciation of these letters are very common and I think if this becomes a hindrance to a person's success then it is UNFAIR. give some consideration. this is not a quiz bee nor a communication skills exam.

6:54 PM

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

A Beary Cute Love Story



This is a short movie I made for my cousin's project. Editing is not so good :p bear with me :)

8:17 AM

Monday, June 23, 2008

Long Walk to Forever - Kurt Vonnegut

They had grown up next door to each other, on the fringe of a
city, near fields and woods and orchards, within sight of a
lovely bell tower that belonged to a school for the blind.
Now they were twenty, had not seen each other for nearly
a year. There had always ben playful, comfortable warmth
between them, but never any talk of love.
His name was Newt. Her name was Catharine. In the early afternoon, Newt knocked on
Catharine's front door.
Catharine came to the door. She was carrying a fat, glossy magazine she had been reading.
The magazine was devoted entirely to brides. "Newt!" she said. She was surprised to see him.
"Could you come for a walk?" he said. He was a shy person, even with Catharine. He
covered his shyness by speaking absently as though what really concerned him were far
away--as though he were a secret agent pausing briefly on a mission between beautiful, distant,
and sinister points. This manner of speaking had always been Newt's style, even in matters that
concerned him desperately.
"A walk?" said Catharine.
"One foot in front of the other," said Newt, "through leaves, over bridges---"
"I had no idea you were in town," she said.
"Just this minute got in," he said.
"Still in the Army, I see," she said.
"Seven months more to go," he said. He was a private first class in the Artillery. His uniform
was rumpled. His shoes were dusty. He needed a shave. He held out his hand for the magazine.
"Let's see the pretty book," he said.
She gave it to him. "I'm getting married, Newt," she said.
"I know," he said. "Let's go for a walk."
"I'm awfully busy, Newt," she said. "The wedding is only a week away."
"If we go for a walk," he said, "it will make you rosy. It will make you a rosy bride." He
turned the pages of the magazine. "A rosy bride like her--like her--like her," he said, showing
her rosy brides.
Catharine turned rosy, thinking about rosy brides.
"That will be my present to Henry Stewart Chasens," said Newt. "By taking you for a walk,
I'll be giving him a rosy bride."
"You know his name?" she said.
"Mother wrote," he said. "From Pittsburgh?"
"Yes," she said. "You'd like him."
"Maybe," he said.
"Can--can you come to the wedding, Newt?" she said.
"That I doubt," he said.
"Your furlough isn't for long enough?" she said.
"Furlough?" said Newt. He was studying a two page ad for flat silver. "I'm not on furlough,"
he said.
"Oh?" she said.
"I'm what they call A.W.O.L.," said Newt.
"Oh, Newt! You're not!" she said.
"Sure I am," he said, still looking at the magazine.
"Why, Newt?" she said.
"I had to find out what your silver pattern is," he said. He read names of silver patterns from
the magazine. Albemarle? Heather?" he said. "Legend? Rambler Rose?" He looked up, smiled. "I
plan to give you and your husband a spoon," he said.
"Newt, Newt--tell me really," she said.
"I want to go for a walk," he said.
She wrung her hands in sisterly anguish. "Oh, Newt--you're fooling me about being
A.W.O.L.," she said.
Newt imitated a police siren softly, and raised his eyebrows.
"Where--where from?"
"Fort Bragg," he said.
"North Carolina?" she said.
"That's right," he said. "Near Fayetteville--where Scarlet O'Hara went to school."
"How did you get here, Newt?" she said.
He raised his thumb, jerked it in a hitchhike gesture. "Two days," he said.
"Does your mother know?" she said.
"I didn't come to see my mother," he told her.
"Who did you come to see?" she said.
"You," he said.
"Why me?" she said.
"Because I love you," he said. "Now can we take a walk?" he said. "One foot in front of the
other--through leaves, over bridges--"

They were taking the walk now, were in a woods with a brown-leaf floor.
Catharine was angry and rattled, close to tears. "Newt," she said, "this is absolutely crazy."
"How so?" said Newt.
"What a crazy time to tell me you love me," she said. "You never talked that way before."
She stopped walking.
"Let's keep walking," he said.
"No," she said. "So far, no farther. I shouldn't have come out with you at all," she said.
"You did," he said.
"To get you out of the house," she said. "If somebody walked in and heard you talking to me
that way, a week before the wedding--"
"What would they think?" he said.
"They'd think you were crazy," she said.
"Why?" he said
Catharine took a deep breath, made a speech. "Let me say that I'm deeply honored by this
crazy thing you've done," she said. "I can't believe you're really A.W.O.L., but maybe you are. I
can't believe you really love me, but maybe you do. But--"
"I do," said Newt.
"Well, I'm deeply honored," said Catharine, "and I'm very fond of you as a friend, Newt,
extremely fond--but it's just too late." She took a step away from him. "You've never even kissed
me," she said, and she protected herself with her hands. "I don't mean you should do it now. I just
mean that this is all so unexpected. I haven't got the remotest idea of how to respond."
"Just walk some more," he said. "Have a nice time."
They started walking again.
"How did you expect me to react?" she said.
"How would I know what to expect?" he said. "I've never done anything like this before."
Did you think I would throw myself into your arms?" she said.
"Maybe," he said.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you," she said.
"I'm not disappointed," he said. "I wasn't counting on it. This is very nice, just walking."
Catharine stopped again. "You know what happens next?" she said.
"Nope," he said.
"We shake hands," she said. "We shake hands and part friends," she said. "That's what
happens next."
Newt nodded. "All right," he said. "Remember me from time to time. Remember how much
I loved you."
Involuntarily, Catharine burst into tears. She turned her back to Newt, looked into the
infinate colonnade of the woods.
"What does that mean?" said Newt.
"Rage!" said Catharine. She clenched her hands. "You have no right--"
"I had to find out," he said.
"If I'd loved you," she said, "I would have let you know before now."
"You would?" he said.
"Yes," she said. She faced him, looked up at him, her face quite red. "You would have
known," she said.
"How?" he said.
"You would have seen it," she said. "Women aren't very clever at hiding it."
Newt looked closely at Catharine's face now. To her consternation, she realized that what
she had said was true, that a woman couldn't hide love.
Newt was seeing love now.
And he did what he had to do. He kissed her.

"You're hell to get along with!" she said when Newt let her go.
"I am?" said Newt.
"You shouldn't have done that," she said.
"You didn't like it?" he said.
"What did you expect," she said--"wild, adandoned passion?"
"I keep telling you," he said," I never know what's going to happen next."
"We say good-by," she said.
He frowned slightly. "All right," he said.
She made another speech. "I'm not sorry we kissed," she said. "That was sweet. We should
have kissed, we've been so close. I'll always remember you , Newt, and good luck."
"You too," he said.
"Thirty days," he said.
"What?" she said.
"Thirty days in the stockade," he said--"that's what one kiss will cost me."
"I--I'm sorry," she said, "but I didn't ask you to go A.W.O.L."
"I know," he said.
"You certainly don't deserve any hero's reward for doing something as foolish as that," she
said.
"Must be nice to be a hero," said Newt. "Is Henry Stewart Chasens a hero?"
"He might be, if he got the chance," said Catharine. She noted uneasily that they had begun
to walk again. The farewell had been forgotten.
"You really love him?" he said.
"Certainly I love him!" she said hotly. "I wouldn't marry him if I didn't love him!"
"What's good about him?" said Newt.
"Honestly!" she cried, stopping again. "Do you have any idea how offensive you're being?
Many, many, many things are good about Henry! Yes," she said, "and many, many, many things
are probably bad, too. But that isn't any of your business. I love Henry, and I don't have to argue
his merits with you!"
"Sorry," said Newt.
"Honestly!" said Catharine.
Newt kissed her again. He kissed her again because she wanted him to.

They were now in a large orchard.
"How did we get so far from home, Newt?" said Catharine.
"One foot in front of the other--through leaves, over bridges," said Newt.
"They add up--the steps," she said.
Bells rang in the tower of the school for the blind nearby.
"School for the blind," said Newt.
"School for the blind," said Catharine. She shook her head in drowsy wonder. "I've got to go
back now," she said.
"Say good-by," said Newt.
"Every time I do," said Catharine, "I seem to get kissed."
Newt sat down on the close-cropped grass under an apple tree. "Sit down," he said.
"No," she said.
"I won't touch you," he said.
"I don't believe you," she said.
She sat down under another tree, twenty feet away from him. She closed her eyes.
"Dream of Henry Stewart Chasens," he said.
"What?" she said.
"Dream of your wonderful husband-to-be," he said.
"All right, I will," she said. She closed her eyes tighter, caught glimpses of her
husband-to-be.
Newt yawned.
The bees were humming in the trees, and Catharine almost fell asleep. When she opened
her eyes she saw that Newt really was asleep.
He began to snore softly.
Catharine let him sleep for an hour, and while he slept she adored him with all her heart.
The shadows of the apple trees grew to the east. The bells in the tower of the school for the
blind rang again.
"*chick-a-dee-dee-dee*," went a chickadee.
Somewhere far away an automobile started nagged and failed, nagged and failed, fell still.
Catharine came out from under her tree, knelt by Newt.
"Newt?" she said.
"H'm?" he said. He opened his eyes.
"Late," she said.
"Hello, Catharine," he said.
"Hello, Newt," she said.
"I love you," he said.
"I know," she said.
"Too late," he said.
"Too late," she said.
He stood, stretched groaningly. "A very nice walk," he said.
"I thought so," she said.
"Part company here?" he said.
"Where will you go?" she said.
"Hitch into town, turn myself in," he said.
"Good luck," she said.
"You too," he said. "Marry me, Catharine?"
"No," she said.
He smiled, stared at her hard for a moment, then walked away quickly.
Catharine watched him grow smaller in the long perspective of shadows and trees, knew
that if he stopped and turned now, if he called to her, she would run to him. She would have no
choice.
Newt did stop. He did turn. He did call. "Catharine," he called.
She ran to him, put her arms aroud him, could not speak.

9:24 PM






Grab a copy of my brother, Carlos Malvar's, book! Roles, A Not Quite Unreal Novel. NOW NOW NOW! ;)

8:33 AM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Better In Time - Leona Lewis

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

9:57 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

If I were an object I would be a bubble wrap, simply because I can be your support whenever you feel fragile and vulnerable. I am a person who will comfort you and stay with you until I know you can make it on your own. A friend once told me that she can be sure that I would keep her secrets because just like a bubble wrap, I am a safe place to keep things that should be protected. I am a shock absorbent, a person to go to when stressed.
Just like a bubble wrap, I am a very bubbly person too, but there are moments when too much pressure can make me go over the edge and just lose my will. Once you popped a bubble in a bubble wrap, there is no way of inflating it back to normal, just like me. I have a hard time trying to forgive and forget when someone has wronged me. Once my trust has been broken, there is no way of mending things and getting them back to what it was before.

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damn. I write like a kid pare. hahahaha :))

here's an early morning poetry


The game I've been playing is a stranger
People had lost and won
Do not give me your excuses
I've used them

This cycle plays on for years
It led me to my slumber
I have woken with a new dawn
I've moved on

Close the door and give me a moment
I have been wronged once or twice
The last laugh had echoed over the walls
It was mine

8:51 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

I don't know if this is normal.

You know how girls fall easily for someone who gives them attention? I mean, not just any kind of attention, the sweet kind of attention that makes you smile and giggle inside. Ugh. I hate it.

This is wrong. But I just can't help falling. I really like this someone. But I don't like him like him. I don't know. I'm confused. I really like him as a friend or maybe more! hahahaha :)) hulaan mo na lang

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CT is super fun! i love love love it. :)

10:49 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Dear Love,
I know I haven't seen you in a long time. I met you when I was in the 6th grade. I think? I know we're not the best of friends. You've fooled me once before. Or maybe I was just too young to understand you. I didn't know what to do nor what to feel. I was eager and scared all at the same time. I did let go. But that was after seven years. Of trying. Of understanding. Of waiting. I closed my heart for a year now. I remember 07's first sem when I finally decided that it was really over. For my part that is. He ended it a long time ago.

Love, I am once again inviting you. I'm ready now. NO. Not now, now. I'll see you in August perhaps? I'll be waiting ;)


Hugs and Kisses,
Astrud

4:39 PM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

since i'm really really bored, i am going to tell some stuffs about me.

- i love black, white, and pink. b&w photography. super!
- i love people who praise me hahahahha. and super bolera din ako. if i like you
- natutuwa ako sa mga random sweet stuffs
- i love pandas (@.@) panda yan. pero di daw mukhang panda
- if you ask me out, and i like you, go na agad yan. wag lang super late na ha :P
- i love movie dates! with anyone :)
- i love staring at random things. even people. alam ko minsan rude pero di ko maiwasan. sorry na. hehe
- i hate being a commuter. pero di na ko super arte ngayon. hehe
- I love my bestfriend, Miss Yessa Amor :)
- i love meeting new people
- I want a pair of dreamcatcher earrings
- i am paranoid. over things. random things
- i love reading. pero lately parang distracted
- super saya manood ng mga series
- target weight: 100lbs
- i am going to get a perm on december(?)
- i want to get a part-time job
- i love sunflowers
- i hate StiCKy CaPS. retarded. this one's conditional. no I won't change my mind about hating it. but isn't it annoying when someone uses sticky caps and calls you 'AtEh'? and uses Z instead of S, like 'i MiZz yOu PoW' and stuff? i hate that. and a shoutout to that someone who tagged in the cbox, here's your reply. he's a very good friend so back off. unless that's you :P seriously, stop the namedrop ok? it is rude and very very unethical. unless you're that person, there is no way that what you did is excusable. i know I'm stooping down to your level when I decided to reply and make this issue big... but hell, you have pissed me. seriously.
- wag ka na magtext kung haha at hehe lang. please
- i hate awkward moments. i always end up in one

*astrud is tired. she's going to sleep now

6:12 PM

Monday, June 09, 2008



just finished watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. it's a pretty good film. i don't want to talk about the technical stuffs. but it was good. I love the soundtrack btw. the shots were artsy and the continuity or the lack of it was effective.

I want to blog about it. but my thoughts... I just can't hold them. they're everywhere! I want to relate the story to my life but I can't find the right words now. Maybe tomorrow! or someday. haha :P

I love the story. I just love it. Would you be willing to take a second shot at someone - clean slate and all? I would. If he is worth the pain. I'd take it.

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Clementine: I wish you'd stayed.
Joel: I wish I'd stayed, too. NOW I wish I'd stayed. I wish I'd done a lot of things. I wish I'd... I wish I'd stayed... I do.

Joel: I could die right now, Clem. I'm just... happy. I've never felt that before. I'm just exactly where I want to be.

Clementine: Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind; don't assign me yours.

hahaaaay <3

2:16 PM

Sunday, June 08, 2008



go stalk me :)

6:43 PM


Just last week, my bestfriend, Yessa, and I bought a Tamagotchi, a mini egg-shaped electronic pettamagotchi, just for the fun of it. We talked another friend, Ariel, to buy one too because we thought it was really cool if we could mate our Tamagotchis and make families. We were back to being kids again :P

My first Tama was Mimi. She's a girl (obviously, by the way I used the pronoun she). I wasn't that enthusiastic at taking care of her. I was mending from a brokenheart and I was really distracted by the hell-ish enrollment in school. Sadly, little Mimi passed away on her third day. She was really fat by that time. I was putting her on a diet because she was around 76lbs! Her friends, Kenzi (my bestfriend, Yessa's tama) and Dior (Ariel's) were only 20+ lbs. It was a Friday afternoon and I was really tired. Before taking a nap, I checked Mimi's health stats and I thought she was fine because she had 2 shaded hearts for her level of hunger and happiness. I left her downstairs while I took a nap. After 2 hours, I checked on her and she was gone. It was sad. I was devastated. I was a very irresponsible parent. :(

I decided to change my next Tama's name. Her name is Tiny. She's a very healthy and happy Tama. I will love her. And take very good care of her. Tiny is a Ringotchi ring

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A Tamagotchi is not just for kids! Believe me! The pressure of being a mom, oh my! Having a Tama means having another responsibility. And you must take this responsibility whole-heartedly, unless you want five dead Tama babies on your history log. tamagotchi

11:43 AM

Friday, June 06, 2008




Your Aura is Green



You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous.

However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it!



The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better



Famous greens include: Tony Robbins, Donald Trump, Martha Stewart



Careers for you to try: Guru, CEO, Talk Show Host






What's Important to You... And What Isn't:



For you, your career is usually your number one priority.



You don't mind having things to get done... as long as they don't pile up on you.



Your most important priorities get your attention. You are happily able to let the less important things slide.



You want your health to be a high priority, but you don't often get around to taking care of it.






You Are An INTP



The Thinker



You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.

Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.

Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.

A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.



In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But not an easy person to stay in love with.

Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative.



At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems.

You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.



How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded



When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic






You Can Make 78% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You



Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal.

Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you!

As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.






You Are Artemis!



Brave, and a natural born leader.

You're willing to fight for what you believe in...

And willing to make tough decisions.

Don't forget - the people around you have ideas too!






You Are 66% Grown Up, 34% Kid



Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.

Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.






You Are 44% Paranoid Schizophrenic



It's likely that you're perfectly fine, though you have your crazy moments.

You tend to be a bit paranoid, but no one's out to get you but yourself.






Your Personality Is Like Acid



A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict.

One moment you're in your own little happy universe...

And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!



At your best: You understand the world completely, and every ordinary experience is sublime.



What people like about being around you: You say and do the craziest things. You're very entertaining.



What people dislike about being around you: You're unpredictable. Your mood swings are quite intense.



How addicted people get to you: They pretty much don't get addicted to you.






You Are 71% Perfectionist



You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.

While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!






What Your Little Black Dress Says About You



You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.



Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.



If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots






Your True Love Will Find You Eventually



You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more.

If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people.

You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active.

Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!






You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky



You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little

It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults

If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him.

It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.


2:02 PM




my mushroom!



my tama --- MIMI <3

12:27 PM


I'm really bored. and I want to write. what else do I do best? rant. haha kiddin. I've been thinking. if there's something you want to forget, the best thing to do is completely erase things that might remind you of it. and I've been doing that for the past weeks. last wednesday, june 4, I know I have moved on. I was indifferent. and the next second, the walls just crumbled down. boo
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this week was totally haggardous. hahahaha :)) 4 days for 18 units. blaaah
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I want to do something with my life. I want to be productive. I want to open eyes and touch lives. I want to do charity work. I want to help the needy. I want. I wish. I will.
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heart to heart talks please. astrud is in need of some unloading. baggages keep pulling me down. and i hate it. i just need someone to talk to. someone who will understand. and not judge me for my bad decisions.

12:12 PM


soon.
after one year of floating and bumming around, i finally have a program! yay me. i am currently enrolled as a freshman in BS Clothing Technology. *pats back* :D
I sure hope I finish this in three years. oh well. I'm in no hurry :)
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I have a Tamagotchi V.4!
Her name's Mimi :)
I love her.
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Went shoe shopping in Cubao Shoe Expo.
It's a must-visit place if you love shoeeeees. LIKE ME!! yayayayay
I bought a purple flats, a red flats, and a bronze party strappy thingy. LOL

11:57 AM

Sunday, June 01, 2008

turn your frown upside down :)

Brighter Than Sunshine - Aqualung

"Brighter Than Sunshine"

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]

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