im tired of people bitching against other people. yeah. i am pretty tired of it. hmm. im tired of hearing them complain against each other. people backstabbing one another. now.. i cant share details coz its.. hmm.. i just cant. i dont have to explain. ayoko na. promise. mahirap din pala to. i mean.. yeah. im taking sides in this "psychological war" thingy. i hate it. i hate them (those backstabbers). alam mo yun? mabaet sila pag kaharap mo.. tapos pag wala ka na. HELL. masama talaga sila. you know what? I HATE THEM. sila yung mga taong di dapat pinagkakatiwalaan. wala silang silbi. attention whores. tapos dapat laging "FAIR" share. when in fact, lagi silang lamang. i hate them.


now. im confused. why? im not sure if i wanna pursue engg. i mean.. wala sa dream ko maging engineer. i can't imagine myself as Engineer Astrud Q. Malvar. no. DR. Astrud Q. Malvar pwede pa. hmm. ewan. i cried awhile ago because of this. i feel pressured. i think my family wants me to finish this course. yeah. sabi ni mommy wag ko daw seryosohin kasi bata pa ko. sabi ko.. "Ma, pag di ko to sineryoso, di ako makaka-graduate." sabi nya i can take a second course kung ayaw ko talaga. hmm. yeah. yun na lang. i think im going to take med pagkatapos ng engg. if ever di na talaga ko mgshift.

why sick? im figuratively sick. hmm. go figure it out. :p

ciao for now.

*hmm. dapat masaya ako kasi may laptop na ko mamaya. but yeah.

** ahahaha! nagyabang pa talaga.