im confused about how im feeling. i like him. i think. i don't know.

why do i like love him?
- he made all the effort.
- he's a gentleman.
- he's sweet. naturally sweet.
- he's always there.
- he's soooo nice.
- he's taller than me. haha.
- he plays the piano.

i can't say all the details. i think i shouldn't disclose something as special as that. haha. =P

anyway. i love my bez.

im soooo stupid for letting those moments pass by. i dont know. he invited me to go out like 6.. no 7.. err... 8 times? i dont know. more i guess. pero yeah.. i never had time for him. now.. he doesn't have time for me.

this is sooo frustrating.

tsktsk.
im so shallow.
i know.
i should stop.
okay.
now.
go.