karl was like the blessing God gave me when I failed the audition.
(hmm.. come to think of it, im not even sure if i failed nga. pero oh well.. i think i did.)

KARL. wow. typing his name gives me butterflies.
am i obsessed? haha :)
whatever.
anyways..
ayoko na maging happy.. sana lagi na lang ako sad.
coz when im happy. WALA. wala si karl.

when im sad. jan c KARL.

anu ba? parang ang gulo.
di na ko kumakaen ng matino for three days now.
yesterday.. i survived the day by drinking approximately 800mL of fresh orange juice.
grabe.
i just can't eat.
lagi ko xa naiicp.
ayoko na.

i can't sleep straight pa.
wow.
haha.
ok.
this is just a phase..
i think.
db?
am i right?

I'M LOSING HIM.
no.
I LOST HIM.
i WANT him BACK.

NOW.